you tell me goodnight and say that you’ll stay,
i tell you it’s fine, don’t go out of your way.
you kiss my forehead and down my neck,
i brace for the morning when there’s not a speck of you left in this bed.
but you’re kissing my chest now and it feels so nice
to be loved, to be touched, but it’s just a slice
of the attention i need, i crave, from you,
and now my sheets aren’t the only things blue;
your lips on my hips, my hands in your hair,
fuck, darling, i know that you won’t be there
in the morning, i need you, i love you, i do,
please, baby, just one night, one more, with you.
you’re kissing my thighs, my knees, my feet,
it tickles but i’m aching, your love a constant beat in my heart, in my head,
but i’m wishing i’d said
that i loved you, needed you, for more than this,
that i love you, i need you, for more than this bliss.
you come back up and kiss my lips;
a gentle declaration, and my stomach flips.
you lay down beside me and pull me in close,
tell me you won’t leave me, but it feels so morose.
when i wake, youll be gone, and i’ll be okay,
but one day i hope that you’ll actually stay.